rant

[kissa_bites]

When TM chat is dying and I go in to other chats to see half or all of our regs – even the founding ones, the ones who swore up and down that they would always be there, somewhere else, all I want to do is just close up shop. I’m SO tired of fighting for people and having to cancel games and topics because no one bothers to show. I totally get the people have found other things to do on and offline and this thing that was created for them becomes non-important, but God DAMNIT, why the fuck am I bothering? Why is it my job to entertain people. I wasnt supposed to have to. It was supposed to be hands off for me - yet, oddly enough... We are going the way of the Hot Bed and there’s not a thing I can do about it.

I need a fucking vacation. </ rant